Steph Borel - Female Musician and Painter and Artist

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Album	Song Title/Description	Download
	I Am Here Through the struggles of dealing with my past, I came to this conclusion.
	Don't Know If I've Lived An overview of my life, and wondering if it is what it is, or has it been living.
	The War Is Inside Of me After going to a therapist for a while to try and forget my past and live through my inner beatings, this was the outcome.
	Baby Just Ask Me Because people constantly assume, especially in love. This is a response. (Eddie Wells on Electric Guitar)
	In Mine A carefree song about re-claiming my space and declaring my thoughts as mine.
	Mirror To Face When I looked in the mirror one day, I saw I was hoarding my emotions. This song came after not writing for probably a year.
	Don't Ask Me (Guitar Version) When you've lived as many places as I have, you decide to call yourself a wanderer rather than declaring a home town. This song came about after attempting to explain this to someone.
	Kharma Bitch After a horrible break up, I felt a pressure to create a song about the relationships failing. Out of anger and rage, not only from the pressure, but from the relationship.. Kharma Bitch was born.
	SPIN You ever feel like your emotions, past and present, consume you to the point where your head spins? That's where this song came from.
	Stephanie This is a song I wrote to myself. In an attempt to always remind myself to step out of my own shoes for a moment.
	Think Twice An attempt at a love song.
	This Is Me My gay community anthem.
	Time Runs Out (Emit7 Band) It's the way love comes and goes!
	I Don't Like It (Emit7 Band) Sometimes you don't like those feelings that are about to pour out, so there's no other way to express it other than you don't like it.. So instead of defining it, broad explanation is best.
	Sheild you from the breeze (Emit7 Band) This was a song written many years ago that finally took form when Emit7 came around, written for my first love, as gay as it comes, but at the time of lyrically writting it, it expressed well my confusion.	coming soon
	Sad Song (Emit7 Band) Being a song writer/musician, when I date someone I usually get a "don't ever right a sad song about me"... So i had to do.
	Dear Dad (Emit7 Band) Out of all the songs that came from Emit7, the outcome of this song was the one that touched my heart, and many others as we played it at Santa Ana's Cancer Walk. It's the letter to my father who died from leukemia. It's brought many tears, in the most happiest way. It was a pleasure sharing it with the people I did, and a thousand thanks to my band mates who made it what it is today. Love you dad.
	ReInvention (Emit7 Band) Reinventing myself in song... declaring what I find is my own and mine alone.
	So In Love With You (Emit7 Band) A song about trying to make a love secure.	coming soon
	And Then I Say On the verge of a new relationship, sometimes you question everything. This was my attempt at conveying those emotions.
	A Better Day We all feel sorry for ourselves at least once, when all fault in the world is on us, and we know it. This was written as a pathetic attempt to try and reconcile.
	I Will Fight Once Eddie put the guitar to this song, I fell in love with it. Another homo-felt song, at a time when I was angry at my family.. a feeling I've gotten over.
	Lovah You ever begin one of those relationships where you feel like you have to convince the person you're going to be with that everything will be fine? This is that song of mine.
	Dear God My dad past away when I was nine, and his last prayer was with his best friend, and my uncle.. An uncle who doesn't agree with my being gay, but I can't love him any more. Still this song came about feeling an anger and plea for god to put in his heart an understanding.
	Beside Me When you're with someone but don't feel like you're any part of them, emotions fly, especially when you're an aquarius with the tendency to think entirely way too much. This was an expression of those feelings.
	Show Me Your Eyes The confusion of "love" is sometimes false. This is a story of false love, and making a joke of those "feelings"
	So Mucho Starting a relationship with a woman who had a 1 year old daughter, there was alot of questions, and even more attempts at 'just being'. Always take the road when you don't know the outcome.. sometimes it just is.
	Come Back Another Day During a relationship when nothing is declared, and I found myself forcing the inevitable.
	I Try A love song, making my vulnerable self stand center stage. (Music by Eddie Wells)
	Friend An attempt to tell my best friend about where I've been and where I plan to go. (Bass/Lead Guitar by Eddie Wells)
	Heart Break Sometimes your glad to break a heart, not out of hate but because they're annoying, and think they know everything..lol..that sucks! (Music by Eddie Wells)
	Don't Go Away With every emotion that begins to hold you back, sometimes you have to just bare down and suck up the consequence. Who are you to attempt to derail your life experience.
	Rap Song I dated a girl who was hard core into rap music. The song title was a way to get her attention, cause it aint a rap song.
	Bitter Tears My first song that ever got recorded through a microphone that wasn't a cheap computer mic. Many thanks to my cousin Joel Lane for forcing me in front of a microphone and Jay for creating the awesome bassline. Basically a song about the bitterness of realizing it isn't gonna work.
	Super Grrrl The strength of a woman and the questions of our life's bruises.
	Namyo Ho Renge Kyo After being introduced to buddhism I found it difficult to chant.. So I created this song that brought me peace and tranquility while I played it. To this day, it brings me peace and calm while playing it.
	I'm Breaking During yet another horrible break up, I wrote this song, not so much to convey the hurt from the break up, but to convey the emotion of being self distructive.	coming soon
	Inhale Me Total B-side, this song was one of the first I wrote.. 3 chords and a downstroke, is sometimes all it takes. Just me trying to get people to feel what what I felt.	coming soon
	Happiness to Death Fallen from a broken love, I felt alot of remorse and self pity. This was me trying to come to terms with the end.	coming soon
	Kinda Like Yet another song attempting to justify my hearts downfalls	coming soon
	Lite Me Up During these days, I was my own therapist. I felt alone and lost. Sleeping on my mom's couch in her one bedroom apartment, I just wanted to try and get over my shit. Today it's pretty dramatic to listen too..lol.. I was just done.	coming soon
	Pack Your Bags After meeting my first love.. I became bitter and discontent about our parting ways. Kind of a goodbye after a hello, cause when you're 20, all positive thoughts are drown out by the insecurity and dramatics of it all.	coming soon
	Professional Love Whore This is one of my favorite old school songs. I was once called a whore..lol..This was me proclaiming my obsession of with love, and looking in all the wrong places to find it. I wasn't a whore.. I was a love whore.	coming soon
	My Heart Is... I wrote these lyrics in High School when I told my girlfriend at the time that I loved her.. and in response, I got a "thank you". Tramatizing when you're 17.	coming soon